Mere Jaan (:

Janani Nagendran a.k.a Jaan (:

What I think about you ?!
Hmmm..

Okay, the first thing is you're the sweetest girl i've ever seen, met and known!
I know how much you sayang me laa..
You never showed me your anger. Thank gawd :pp
And you're so freaking funny. Hyper at times. Fun type la!

And you share your secrets with me. I appreciate that. I do too.
And you're open! Like meee :DD
Hahaha! (:

You're loving! Very loving. I realized it in the hospital.
I was right beside you. And you didnt know.
Cz you wasnt wearing your glasses.
And even when im holding your hands and i was telling you that im here,
You were like " Noo! where's riva akka ?! I wanna see her now "
I was so touched. Honestly, my eyes were so teary already! :')

You asking me for kisses on your cheeks!
Hugging me! Precious moments la (:

You're just so freaking awesome la !
So comel ! Taller than me some more!
And ur smile! Fuhhhhh, damn sweet ! (:

Its like your my sister from another mother! LOL XD
Seriously. So caring. Make sure I eat and all.
There's more that I can write about you on this blog!
But time doesnt allow that and a blog is not enough for it :D
I could write a book about you and our moments together.
Im sure you know what you mean to me..
After all the hang outs, phone conversations and chatting..


Jaan, Riva akka love you kayy (:
So muchiee! Mwwwaahhhh!
You take good care of yourself kayy.
Dont always go on diet! :pp
You're perfectly fine. Just stay as who you are. I like it that way (:
And I hope you got your answers.
One word that i'd say perfectly describes you : AMAZING <3

Lots Of Love,

Riva (:
<3

Bored to death =.=

Yellloo people !!
Okayh, im so bored rite nw..
Blogging after ages !!

On facebook and its killing me !!
Im so bored !!
Bored bored bored and bored !
Noting to do..
I kissed walls..
Ate chocolate ice cream with bread..
Ate Oreo
Drank Juice
Jumped on my bed
Crawl around my house !!
And still bored..

I dont wanna listen to EMO songs again.
Then i'll go all sobbie..
So, Im blogging !!
Not really, im Kinda crapping !!
As u can see, there's no topic at all..
Im juz saying nonsense :P

Okayh Bye !
Im hyper now !!!
Bubye :P


Love,
Riva : )

Bloggie Bloggie !!

Ish Ish !!
Here I am, Once again : )
Blogging !!!!!!
Hahahxz, Lol : )

Yea, You noe..
I gt nothing much to sayy..
Cz every time i post sumting..
Gt masalah !!

I gt a lot to say !!
At the same time..
I dun wish to say it out :P

Life.. Gone !
Came back !
Belah again edi !
Haishhhh,
Ibu pun selalu marah marah !!!

Why the HELL PMR over so fast larh ?!
I rather study than staring at my wall :|

Oh Oh Oh !! You noe wat ???
I suddenly change edi larh..
Doin HOUSE WORK !! * I noe rite ?! *
Baking cookies !!
Oh my gawdd !!
So, not me okayhhh : )

Btw, I did my hair !!
Hahahahxz, so awesome !!
*kononnya*


Kayh larh !
Im starting to feel like im talking to the walls !!
So, Chaowz : )



Love,
Riva : )

PRAVIN IS A LEGEND !!!

A MANCHESTER UNITED FAN WEARING THE RED DEVILS JERSEY TO THE LIVERPOOL ASIA TOUR WAS SAID AS A LEGEND BY THE MU PLAYER, ROONEY !!


ROONEY TWITTED AND ALSO COMMENTED ON THE VIDEO ON YOUTUBE..


NOW, THE YOUNG 19 YEAR OLD PRAVIN IS ON THE FRONT COVER OF THE UNITED KINGDOM'S NEWSPAPER !!


THE VIDEO ON YOUTUBE IS BEING VIEWED BY HUNDREDS OF PEOPLE..
AND HE IS NOW BECOMING SO FAMOUS !!!


GOSHH, THE BEST PART IT..
ITS HANUSYAH COUSIN BROTHER..


HE THEN CHANGED HIS TOP AND ENTERED THE STADIUM, WHERE EVERYONE WAS BACK FINE WITH HIM..


" PRAVIN, UR BLOODY LUCKY !!! ROONEY ACTUALLY SAID UR A LEGEND.. AND NOW UR FAMOUS.. PLUS, IM BLOGGING BOUT YOU ON MY BLOG !! HAHAHXZ, NEWAYZ NICE GO LARH DEYH.. " Riva : )






Love,
Riva : )

MY MUSIC ON MY BLOGGIE ; )

Okie larh,

I aso getting annoyed a bit listening to tht song..

But wat to do ?!

Sound so nice...

Fed up aso..

Keep appearing all of a sudden in my blog..

I tukar larh the song...

I put bangra song betta..

Then everyone who's reading my blog can go like " BALLE BALLE "

Virein aso can give u free classes !!! He teach u punjab dance..

I teach u punjab + booty shaking...

Okayh larh ?!?!

Good plan...

Change song !!!!

Love,

Riva : )

CHOCOLATE FOR BREAKFAST : )

TODAY'S BEST BREAKFAST :

CADBURRY CHOCOLATE : DIARY MILK

HW AWESOME CAN THT BE ?! HEE : )

IT RAINED ITS A FULL MOON AND I ATE THE MOST TASTIEST CHOCOLATE IN MY LIFE : )

IM SO PROUD...LOL !! XD

NEWAYZ,

blah blah.. i go now !!!

Chaowzz humanz : ) * animals out there *

Love,

Riva : )

YOU'RE STUPID !!

YOU THINK SHE LOVES YOU, NA-AH !! NO WAY
SHE AINT GONNA CHANGE U NOE..
AND UR GONNA BE THE NEXT STUPIDEST GUY THTS FALLING FOR HER TRICKS !!
I TOLD YOU EARLIER AND YOU DIDNT LISTEN !!


IM WARNING YOU..
UR THE ONE WHO'S OVERDOING IT...
DOES SHE DO ANYTHING ?! NO..
DOES SHE CARE ?! NO..
ITS ALL U.... AND TRUST ME.. UR JUST WASTING UR TIME !!!


I NOE HER AND U DONT !!!
GO GET A LIFE LARH DEYH...
DUN TELL ME U CANT JUDGE GALZ..
UR AN AWESHUMN PERSON AND YET  U LET SUMONE U DONT NOE MUCH ENTER UR LIFE AND START PLAYING WIT IT....


IM JUZ GONNA SAY, GOOD LUCK AND WAIT FOR THE PAIN : )
ITS THERE WAITING TO STRIKE YOU..


Love,
Riva : )

BACK TO LIFE !

LIFE IS GOOD !!

I DO HAVE PROBZ

ITS NT LIKE HOW IT WAS LAST TIME..

ITS LESSER AND ALL SOLVED...

I SMILE MORE

LAUGH MORE

AND I HAVE BECOME CHILDISH EVEN MORE..

C'MON LARH...

ACTING LIKE A BULL IN CLASS, SHAKING LEAVES SO WATER SPRINKLES

ALL OVER ME.. HUGGING PILERS !! OH GAWSHH...

ITS ACTUALLY AWESOME U NOE : )

Blah Blah

I dun have much to talk about actually..

My blog is where i lepas geram..

And nw, there is notin to lepas...

Oh wait !!!

There is...

VIEW THE NEXT POST, PEEPS : )

Love,

Riva : )

AWESHUMM SONG !!!

LOVE,

Riva : )

TRYING TO BREAK IN ?! I DON'T THINK SO...

PEOPLE !!
U NOE..
MY NEIGHBOUR SAID SUMONE ACTUALLY CUT THEIR ALARM SENSORS !!!
CAN U BELIEVE THAT ?!!?!
THEY EVEN HAD A CCTV THERE..
BUT I DUNNO WT THE HELL HAPPENED TO IT !!!


Haizz =.="
SO SCARED TO SLEEP IN MY ROOM NOW..
ANYONE MIGHT JUZ BREAK IN =P
I DA LAH CHICKEN !!!
HAHAHAXZ...
NEWAYZ, 
HOPE NO IS TRYING TO BREAK IN OR WAT..
I WANNA SLEEP LIKE A PIG..
IF AT ALL ANYONE COMES AND DISTURBS ME WEN IM SLEEPING, TRYING TO BREAK IN ALL...
I CALL THE POLICE AND SCREAM " RAPE !!! RAPE !!! SUMONE SAVE ME !! "
HAHAHXZ... IM SERIOUS =P




LOVE,
Riva : )

Statuses : )

OH BABAGANOOSH !!!

LORD GAVE ME THE BRAINS AND TALENT TO CREATE POEMS

AND NOW I'VE TURN THEM INTO STATUSES...

THERE ARE TOO MANY..

I CANT BE CHANGING MY STATUSES ALL THE TIME..

SO PLEASE,

PLEASE MY LORD...

GIVE ME THE PATIENCE...

I NEED TO POST ALL OF IT...

ITS JUST BEAUTIFUL.. * bragging case *

I NEED TO SHOW THE WORLD WHAT I'VE GOT U NOE...

HEHEHEHE : )

Love,

Riva : )

IM A HUMAN, AND ITS WHAT YOU ARE !!

IF U CANT TAKE MUCH.. THEN, I CANT TAKE IT ANY LONGER..
I TRIED TO GET ALONG THE WAY U DO..
BUT, TURNS OUT THAT I CANT TOLERATE U ANYMORE..
UR A REALLY IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE..
U JUZ DONT NOE HW TO UNDERSTAND ME..
AND THTS A REALLY BAD THING...


WHY DO U HAVE TO BRING UP HIS TOPIC..
U NOE IM SENSITIVE ABOUT THT TOPIC...
AND U STILL TALK ABOUT IT IN FRONT OF ME...
THEN, I SLAM STUFFS AND START SCREAMING..
U NOE U ACTUALLY ASK FOR IT...


I GO TO MY ROOM..
START CRYING..
AND BOOM !!!
UPSET AND HURT...
THEN I START MISSING HIM...
THX TO YOU !!
IM SUPPOSE TO FORGET HIM !!
NOT THINK ABOUT HIM..
RITE ?!?!?!?


THEN STOP TALKING ABOUT HIM !!
U NOE I LOVED HIM !!
AND IM STILL NOT OVER HIM..
SO, SHUT THE HELL UP !!!!
IM SORRY IM BEING RUDE OVER HERE..
BUT IM JUZ GETTING RID OF MY ANGER..
AND NT SHOWING IT TO YOU..
I " SO CALL " HAVE TO RESPECT U..
AND IM TRYING MY LEVEL BEST TO DO IT..
THOUGH I KINDA HATE YOU... =P


STOP YOUR GRANMA TALK ..
AND I'LL STOP MY ANGER !!!


DEAL ?! DEAL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




LOVE,
Riva : )

1ST JULY 2011

AWESHUMM DATE !!!
LAST YEAR...
LOVE...
DROPPING BY..
IT ALL STARTED !!!
HMMM...


MALAS WANNA TYPE OUT EVERYTHING AGAIN !!!
LOL : )


FOR FURTHER INFORMATION,
VISIT RIVA'S ANOTHA BLOG :
www.crazygirl-riva.blogspot.com


PLEASE AND THANK YOU : )




LOVE,
RIVA : )

PTMJ Annual Dinner And Concert : )

BLOODY AWESOME NIGHT WEYH !!!!

DRESSING UP PREVINAA...

LEAVING TO KOTA PERMAI...

GETTING SEATED...

EATING SPAGHETTI WITH MY DATE BESIDE ME...

MY BRO TELLING MY DATE TO FEED ME, HAHAHXZ...

WATCHING THOSE HILARIOUS DRAMAS ...

ARVIND MAKING ME FEEL NERVOUS BEFORE MY PERFORMANCE...

KISSING LITTLE TARISHNA ON HER CHEEKS WHEN I SAW HER ALL DRESSED UP AS CINDERELLA...

HELPING THE PRIMARY KIDS WITH THEIR FASHION SHOW...

LAUGHING OUT LOUD WITH SINDU...

TALKING SO MUCH TO KOMATHI AND JANANI...

BULLYING RATCHANAA AND KASWIINI..

ON STAGE, PERFORMING MY " LOW " SUPER SEXILY...

GETTING COMPLIMENTS AFTER MY DANCE...

KAVERRNA SAYING SHE WAS SO PROUD OF ME AFTER WATCHING MY DANCE..

MOM AND DAD SAID THEY LOVED IT, THOUGH IT WAS A LIL' TOO MUCH OF SEXINESS...

TOOK PICTURES IN THE TOILET...

CHANGING TO MY DRESS IN THE TOILET...

COMING OUT OF THE TOILET ALL DRESSED UP AND GOT SHOCKED AFTER SEEING MY DATE OUTSIDE WITH PREVINAA AND SINDU...

HE SAID I LOOK BEAUTIFUL AND I BLUSHED, HAHAAHXZZ...

HE SAID THAT HE WOULD RATE MY PERFORMANCE AFTER WATCHING IT AND HE GAVE ME A 10/10, BOOYAHH !!! 

RECEIVING A GIFT AFTER I WON A GAME...

DANCING AWAY ONCE THE DANCE FLOOR WAS OPEN !!!

ARVIND, SINDU, RATCHANAA, KAVINA,HARENA AND KASWIINI..

THEY WERE JUZ SO FUN DANCING WITH... 

WENT LOOKING FOR MY BROTHER...

CAME BACK AND DANCED AGAIN FOR OTHA SOLLALA...

AND THEY LOST MY WHOLE MOOD WHEN THT STUPID TUJHE BHULA DIYA REMIX WAS BEING PLAYED...

WALKED AWAY FROM THE BALLROOM...

KASWIINI AND RATCHANNA CAME CALMING ME DOWN...

WAS FINE AND THEN SAW MY DATE UPSET..

HE WAS WORRIED BOUT THE PROB.. KESIAN LARH...

WENT FOR A WALK WITH HIM..

KASWIINI WAS OUR BODYGUARD !!! HAHAXZ...

WE WERE TALKING IN FRONT OF THE POOLSIDE...

WATCHING THE STARZ... HAHAXZ...

A REALLY FUN WALK...

HE WENT BACK.. I HEADED TO THE BALLROOM...

SPOKE TO KOMATHI'S PARENTS...

SPOKE TO PN.HAMITHA...

WENT DOWNSTAIRS, TOOK PICTURES WITH KASWIINI...

AND THEN CLEARED UP EVERYTHING..

WENT BACK HOME...

HAD FUN  WITH KOMATHI AND JANANI..

KOMATHI SLEEPING BESIDE ME AND NOT WAKING UP AT ALL...

JANANI TAKING PICS OF US SLEEPING..

AND THE DAY ENDED JUZ LIKE THAT AFTER THEY LEFT !!!! 

HAIZZZ =.="

ALL THIS WHILE I'VE BEEN SAYING "DATE ", "DATE " AND "DATE "..

AREN'T U WONDERING WHO WAS MY DATE ?!

IT WAS JOSHUA !!!!

HEE : )

LOVE,

RIVA : )

Ur notin to me anymore !!!

Stop being a prasan kes larh doink !!!
Its not u..
why the hell muz it be u ?!?!
I had enough posting sweet sweet stuff bout u.. I have betta work to do..
U think tht i need u in my life ?!
u think i need ur help ?!
well, im so sorry.. ur juz so wrong !!!
Wen the hell did i say ur afta me ?!
U seriously out of ur mind larh..


I noe u have a betta person now,
U alwiz have...
Its nt a new story for me !!!
Im juz so bored of it larh...


Mr Esh :
 Im so sorry !!
 But u asked for it !!!
 So, papai !!! : )


Im not gonna let any idiots come into my life again and ruin it !!!
I noe hw to work wit ppl now..
I aint the old Riva...


Love,
Riva : )

Quoting Life

Laugh Your Heart Out

Dance In The Rain

Cherish The Moment

Ignore The Pain

Live, Laugh, Love

Forgive And Forget

Life's Too Short 

To Be Living With Regrets

Love,

Riva : )

Bloggie :' )

Activated my old blog !!!
Thought of goin through it again..
It does hurt reading it..
Knowing that i've caused so much pain for others too...
Haizz =.="
But, i might deactivate it again...
Coz its so stupid !!!
Stupid Blogg !!!




Love,
Riva : )

Obsession In me : )

The Craze In me :

- Rain

- Moon

- Vanilla Ice Cream * Drumstick *

- Purple

- Sleeping In The Dark

- Thick Milo

- Listening to songs

- Being EMO

- Dresses

- Heels & Boots

~ too many to list down- main ones are above ~

Love,

Riva : )

Serious Hating !

I hate it when :


- ppl torch phone lights on my face when i'm sleeping..
- cats do tht stupid sound when they're fighting..
- ppl turn on the lights wen im sleeping..
- ppl of the fan wen im eating..
- ppl knock my room door without stopping..
- my alarm clock rings.. * super annoying tone *
- i cant open my eyes wen im bathing in the morning.. * too sleepy *
- sumone forces me to do sumtin..
- guys try to flirt in a stupid way wen it doesn't even work..


Love,
Riva : )

I have " FORGOTTEN " you..

My eyes are raining, Even my dreams have become soaked..
My eyes are raining, While my sleep cries in the corner of my eyelids..
My eyes are raining, Tears fall and my heart aches..
My eyes are raining, As the season of dark clouds and separation approaches..


I have started to become friends with dark and empty nights..
Lost in this paths, Nothing belongs to me anymore..
I don't know how i endure each passing moment..
I keep telling myself over and over again..
I have forgotten you..
I have forgotten you..
I have forgotten you..


Then why have you memories made me cry, oh made me cry..
I can hear the words written in my memories of you..
Past moments ask we parted ways like this, Oh Lord..
Lord, this distance I've got..
God, its only your decision..
God, it has happened that you had written..


I have started to become friends with dark and empty nights..
Lost in these paths, nothing belongs to me anymore..
I don't know how i endure each passing moment..
I keep telling myself over and over again..
I have forgotten you..
I have forgotten you..
I have forgotten you..


Then why have you memories made me cry..
Oh, made me cry..


My eyes are raining, Even my dreams have become soaked..
My eyes are raining, As the season of dark clouds and separation approaches..


For two moments i was attached to you..
Then the path was turned such..
I started to lose you..
It felt like I was losing something mine from me..
Now, you must pray for me..
Only you can free me from all this pain..
Being yours, If i'm no longer yours..
I'll say this to myself..


I have forgotten you..
Oh, I have forgotten you..
Oh, i have forgotten you..


Then why have your memories made me cry..
Oh, made me cry..




Love,
Riva :'(

Done, Done.. and DONE !!!

Im done arguing with my parents..

Im done fighting with my brothers..

Im done crying..

Im done with love..

And juz feels so darn good !!!

Seriously, notin like staying as fwens !!!

Respecting ur parents !!!

And laughing out loud with people !!!

Damn nice weyh...

Nowdayzz,

I juz get so emotional..

I mean like..

Tears of joy,

And the tears tht roll down my cheeks after watching a touching movie..

Ahh gawd, its juz so not me !!!

Changing...

Juz not growing at all...

The same old SHORTZ !!!

An everyday..

the moment i step my foot into the skool..

I'll definitely get insulted..

"shortiee !! " " Eh, short !! " " Pendek "

Gahh !!!! Dunnoe watelse larh they gonna name me...

Hiazz, Tak kisah pun..

Im living my life for myself..

Not for anyone..

I dun have to care : )

Hahahaxz...

Love,

Riva : )

Stop Looking Back And Move On !!

If its you,
Go away...
Im juz keeping quiet,
Cz im still trying to find my way..
Once i have,
Thts the day...
U'll see me,
In a different way..




I look for you,
I agree..
I've been doin tht since the day everything was done..
But it doesnt mean, i wanna talk..
It doesnt mean everything is back to normal..
Its still the same okayh doink !!!






Love,
Riva : )

Somewhere Secret : )

I found a spot !

It's the best hideout spot..

And a spot where you could see a scenery !

Well, not a scenery of a beach or what so ever..

But a scenery of something laa..

The place is kinda dark..

Its not gonna be scary ;)

AND THATS WHAT I WANNA SHOW YOU : )

Love,

Riva : )

Carrefour : )

Deyh Chayang !!!

Never knew that you would actually be there...

Stunned for a moment, then I realized it was really YOU <3

Should have stayed longer,

But i had to leave...

* sob sob *

There is still a next time...

Newayzz,

U did look so Macho...

Hee : )

My Chayang is always my Chayang laa...

Hahahahaa !!! : )

Love,

Riva : )

Dana's B'day Party !!!

29 APRIL 2011

IT WAS AN AWESOME B'DAY PARTY !!!

After all the fun at Mc'D...

We headed to the lake !

This is where...

The dating, the dancing, the laughing !

Imagine,

Its so dark at night...

U've got ur love rite there beside you..

Ur fwens..

Oh gawd !!

Simply amazing laa...

I had fun !!!

A Memorable Day In My Life !!!!

Hee : )

Love,

Riva : )

Fat Chicken !!!

Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrgghhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is AWFUL !!!
I hate goin through this....
Stupid stupid stupid !!! So stupid.....
I neva thought it would happen this fast..
Well, i was lazy...
But, why now ?!?!?!
Why ?! Why ?! 
Gawd... HELP ME !!!!


I JUZ CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY PUT ON WEIGHT !!!!!!! :'(
Heeeee : )








Love,
Riva : )  

Nerdy Me : )

Would'ya look at that ?!

Love,

Riva : )

Riva !!! Hee : )

Love,

Riva : )

Innocent weyh !!!

Hachhooohhh !!!! 

Cho Chweet laa : )

Love,

Riva : )

Seriously?! C'mon laa..

IF thats the way u wanna be, then fine !!!
Im not the only one doing that okayy...
U r too, i bet u dun realize that !!!
As alwiz !!! U neva did...
Fed up redi laa....


Do laa wateva u want !
I can do the same aso...






Love,
Riva : )

I swear u got me loosing my mind !! : )

Chayang !!!!

I love u wit all my heart....

Day and nite...

Ur the oni thing i have in mind..

I mean besides exam and stuffs laa...

Hehe : )

 

I wanna talk to u...

I can call u but i dunno if u would be free...or i would be disturbing or sumtin..

I juz miss u soo much !!!!

I wanna hear ur voice...

It'll put a smile on my face chayang....

Muaxxx !!!

Luv u da : )

Love,

Riva : )

Me Me ME !!!!!!!!!!!!! : )

Purple Contacts !!! 

Hehe : )

Love,

Riva ^_^

Misz Dee : )

Ello People !!!! : )


Im Riva !!!!
15...
smk kota kemuning ....


P.S. Im BACK IN ACTION !!!! 
Hahahxx..LOL : )




Cant actually believe that i've deleted my old blogg : (
I miss it...
Hahahax... Not for the post..
But the fun time reading all that..


Fresh new start peeps : )






Love,
Riva ^_^